kashbutta x relationships.

why am I always so quick to rush into relationships?
in all my previous relationships, we've always rushed and gotten together.
know what those relationships all have in common? THEY ALL ENDED.
so now, I'm just tryna take things slow I suppose.
right now, there are SO many guys on my plate.
[only one in particular im REALLY considering though]
but the more I put off getting with him, the more Im starting to feel like "wow, the single life is whats REALLY for me!"
and in a way, I kind of think it is.
I havent really found everything i've been looking for in ONE person yet.
and instead of settling, I think i'm gonna go on a journey and actually FIND this person. Yep...I think thats the plan.
I guess being in a relationship makes me feel like Im wanted.
but shit, at this point in my life, I dont care rather im wanted or not.
Im just chillin and really not on it no more.
lets see where this takes me...